R.I.P.

This, directly overhead, flickering, rippling, shimmering, like a waterfall of colors showering down on our heads, so bright and so close it felt like I could grasp it in my hand as it descended to almost make direct contact with my eyes. I’ve never seen it this close before, kissed by the aurora, changed forever, a different person after experiencing something so unbelievable. I live for experiences like this, risk everything for moments that have such an immense power of presence that they echo and ripple throughout my life. I attempted suicide when I was younger, and at that point in my life I could have never imagined the adventure that my life has become. The things I’ve experienced and witnessed since then leaves me shaking my head that I could have missed out on all these unbelievable moments like this. If you ever are getting close to that point, consider giving yourself a second chance at life, to start over and choose completely different and new paths that lead you to things you’ve always wanted to experience before you died. Completely re-invent yourself, your story. If you’re already at that point, about to give up everything, then there’s truly nothing left to lose. Give yourself a chance to experience life before you take it away. Another chance to try to receive some of the infinite blessings this life has to offer. Call me up and ask me to tell you a story. I’ve got tons of crazy stories that I never would have experienced if I died all those years ago. Find inspiration to live and do something you would have never thought you deserved to do. I know how deep the pain can be in this present moment, so utterly overwhelming that it’s so hard to think past this second in time. There are also moments waiting for you that are so overwhelmingly beautiful that will bring you to tears of sobbing joy and gratitude that you gave yourself this gift of a second chance at life. Take that chance, overwhelmingly ecstatic joy is just waiting for you to take that first step towards it. And you can make a life out of experiences like this. It’s all just waiting for you to decide. I have so much love for you 💚